technicoloraplomb

went to andrew station on the red line. andrew was disappointed with "his station." when i pointed out its shortcomings, he said i was just jealous that i don't have a T station with my name on it. maybe i am? although i would like to think that wonderland station was named for me.

i lost my personality this summer. no joke. i do hope that i may find it soon because it's getting really boring around here.

me: i think i wrote it in spanish because it wasn't real, i didn't want to face it. spanish has become a sort of defense mechanism haha like in situations where i'm extremely uncomfortable i speak in spanish but on the other hand i also speak it when i'm happy, so i dunno. friend: well i can see i do the same thing with german me: ooh cool, but isn't it your first language? friend: kinda I learned English at the same time me: they say that in your most emotional moments, you react in the language you know best so i react in english, but speak to others in spanish what do you do? friend: I usally will do German just because people wi